Today’s day was different. Again. My life became full of difference. Why? I don’t know.
I was just sitting during break at school. But sitting with no life inside me. Exhausted. Even though I’d been sleeping for over 8 hours at night. Worn down. Literally drained.
I was thinking about my past, about beautiful moments I had spent among my mates, sitting, chatting, doing many things friends usually do. Maybe not friends. I’d never had any real friend. So let’s call em just mates.
But… I realised one vital fact. Each time they had spent more than 2 hours with me, they had become really tired, while I had been still full of life, entertained and energetic. Why? Looks like I… I HAD BEEN TAKING THEIR ENERGY.
Suddenly a weird and brilliant thought dawned on me. What if I can still drain energy from others?
So exhausted was I, that I decided to try. I closed my eyes slowly and thought some words I would say these times when I was meeting with my friends. I imagined that very vividly. Then…
I felt a cold shiver on my back. I opened my eyes and noticed with amazement that I received a big portion of energy. Sudden injection. My eyes opened very widely. I felt very dizzy as well, so I was lucky I was sitting. My mate I drained energy from said “I’m feeling strangely, what did you do?”.
I’ve never been keen on believing in supernatural powers. Ghosts? No. Demons? Maybe. But not in this world. Miracles? There are no miracles. You have what you deserve. Nothing more, nothing less..
But today’s event was… was something truly new to me. I’ve heard about energetic vampires, but… Do they exist? I’ve always doubted.
My example gives me a lot to think about.
And I don’t want to drink blood today. Maybe I bounced back, and won’t need it anymore. But I doubt it. I’m gonna return to doing this as soon as any problem appears… Or moon reaches its full 🙂
I don’t want to do it. But it seems I’ll have to. I’m hooked. Never wanted to realise that but… I’m addicted. And I can’t do anything about that.
Or maybe the energy drained mentally from others will be enough? Time will tell…